48.DEL

Simon sploh ni odgovarjal na smse in klice, tudi naslednje dni.
"maybe he's busy" me je pomirjala Mandy, toda tudi ona je vedela, da ni to.
"I just.. I don't know, it's weird"
"what's with Justin?"
"we got fight"
"why?"
"about the accident"
"did he told you that its nit his fault?"
"no.. how do you mean?" pogledala sem jo in preseneceno me je pogledala nazaj
"He crashed the last one. I mean, he wasn't the one whi crashed into your car he just crashed into truck. He's not guilty of anything. Do you know what I mean?" bledo sem jo pogledala in premlevala njene besede v glavi. Justin ni tisti, ki se je zaletel v nas avto. Sploh ni nicesar kriv, jaz pa ga obtozujem zaradi tega. In zaradi tega sem ga zapustila, ker sem mislila, da je kriv on. Nisem mogla verjeti.
"how long do you know that?" sem vprasala Mandy
"Justin told me after you two broke up"
"why didn't you tell me?!" sem povzdignila glas. Nagnila se je nazaj in rekla
"cause I tought you know at first, but then when I found out that you don't know it was too late, you were with Simon and I didn't want to destroy this"
"Mandy you should tell me!" sem jezno rekla in odsla ven.
Hodila sem po mestu in premisljevala samo o tem, kar sem naredila. Justina sem pustila zaradi tega. Nisem govorila z njim zaradi tega. Zadnjic na igriscu mi je zelel to povedati, vendar ga nisem poslusala. Pocutila sem se krivo, ker sem vedela, da bi lahko se zdaj bila skupaj z Justinom. Simon mi se vedno ni odgovoril in tudi zaradi tega sem bila slabe volje. Najraje bi takoj sla do Justina in mu vse povedala, vendar nisem imela moci. Nisem imela moci in nisem si upala, ker me je bilo strah, da me bo zaneslo in se bom ponovno zaljubila vanj. Premisljevala sem o tem kaj naj naredim, ko je Mandy pritekla za menoj in rekla
"Paris please, I'm so sorry. I don't want to lose you, you're my best friend. Please forgive me" nasmehnila sem se ji in ji odgovorila
"Mandy, I don't want to lose you neighter. I love you and afcorse I forgive you" objela sem jo in nato sem ji povedala vse o cem sem premisljevala.

Naslednji dan smo se z Mandy in Gregom odpravili na kosilo v restavracijo. Grega sem prosila naj poklice Simona, da bom videla ce bo njemu odgovoril. Ko mu je Simon dvignil je Greg vstal in odsel od mize. Z Mandy sve se spogledale in skomignile z rameni. Cez nekaj minut je prisel nazaj, obnasal se je cudno in Mandy ga je vprasala kaj je narobe.
"This is so hard to tell" po dolgem prepricevanju, ga je Mandy prepricala in koncno je rekel
"Simon.. he found another girl"